Here's another reason why I don't like locals falling for foreigners...

I know I haven't blog for the past 2 weeks, so I'm going to try and cut it really short because it wasn't that interesting after all.

• Wanted to blog about "The Emphasis is the Legs", but then I thought the title kinda gave away a lot about what I was going to say, so I decided to pass.

•  Attended my sister's wedding registration, followed by eating in Marriott, which explains why I didn't go to the grand class celebration in Wei Hao's house. Edwin kept mocking me, saying "It's just a wedding registration only what... Don't tell me you're going to stand there and go "Wow... she's signing the paper...", which explains why I  got fed up and started assaulting him.

• I did a little survey on how people would react when I told them I plan on backpacking around PJ for half a year (because I'm just plain broke to backpack anywhere outside the country). All of them laughed and thought I was crazy, except for Horace, who somehow didn't get the joke.
  

• Got really upset when my audit paper came back, because I sacrificed sleep in order to study for mock. That bas*ard Lobak dared to complain, saying he's "worried" because he only got 65 marks... So emo I almost jumped in front of a 4 x 4. Told the guy selling vegetarian food in the medan, and he just said a few words of comfort. Lol. Li San's way of consoling people is by comparing she's much worse than them, so they shouldn't worry about their problem. -__-

• Horace and his general answers made me laugh during Audit class.

          Me: Do you know where is the house?
          Horace: Yeah. It's... there. You know... there.
          Me: Oh really? How do you get into the house?
          Horace: Through the door.

          ROFL.

• Got F7 results back. Surprised to find a passing mark, considering I only did 3 questions. One of the contributing factors was that I was distracted by a pair of legs during the entire exam. o_O Siew Fai was also surprised to find his paper coming back (you can read that on his blog). Took Gan's F7, F8 and enrollment form on his behalf. I plan on burning all of it tomorrow. >=(

• Noticed that Bak Chen is always so close to Li San. I'm so convinced that there's something more to it than meets the eye, that I started spreading rumours, and even dreamt about both of them. LOL.
  

You see, i am a chinese dude...from my early age till now, i had been taught to clean my a$$ with water after ban sai and wipe it dry with tissues. For me this is hygenic..no matter how you clean your a$$ with tissues, the shit smell and stain will still be there.

for the past 10 years, i mostly dated malay girls and this is because i am pretty much like a malay compare to chinese. Malay chicks much hygenic, well shave and well groom.

lately i realize i need to settle down and stop fooling around and so i met a lady, chinese lady la...very young...7 years younger than me la. after a while i try to cope with this chinese shitty stuffs like visit her parents and do this lantern shit eat kuih bulan (taste like shit more than bulan, dun lie..i know how shit taste like).

one day we decided to have sex. as usual 69 come first after foreplay...my god before my mouth come close to her kerang (siham), i bounch back immediately cause got this very heavy expired shit smell...so this biatch must be cleaning her ass with tissues nia...

i wanna break up with her liao cause i cannot tahan this chinese way of cleaning a$$, for me must use water to remove stain and smell!! can't deny she been very nice to me, breaking up with her over a$$-cleaning-methodology is just so lame. but i love 69 and i hate shit smell!!

To you all chinese biatches out there, clean your a$$ with water and wipe it dry with tissues la...

I'm starting to like this Lowyat website la... First the "Outside" game, then the hantu touch this one guy's tummy and now this.

    Here's the irony. Yee Soon wants me to teach him how to study, and yet he keeps making remarks about me and Siew Fai (being a couple). And what's worse, the rest of the guys are following suit. This is why I believe in karma when he lost his *ahem ahem* while sleeping in class.

    But what I found out recently was even more shocking. He made a remark that I give very good love advice. When I looked back at my previous posts, I really don't find so. Perhaps I realize something that they weren't able to see or thought about this issues thoroughly.

    So I'll just write something simple about romance... and... I dunno. I'll just go with the flow, I guess.

    I really envy girls a lot, and the part I'm most jealous about them is not attraction (girls have better attributes in that, but guys can have it too. namely money. =X) but their intuition. It's almost like having spider senses, and they can avoid danger when necessary. You'll see what I mean later.

    When a guy likes a girl (prob due to this "attraction" factor), guys are very bad at hiding it. They stop acting like themselves. They start doing weird things. They get distracted easily. So for example, if it was Siew Fai, I can tell the symptoms within 2 weeks. For any other guy, probably a month. But if you ask Li San or Su Yi, they can catch on faster than me, and for the girl who's being chased, knows instantly.

    So... great, now the girl knows! What will happen? For a girl, it's simple for her to reject him instantly. And he can't deny it because he's just so damn obvious. The guy will be pissed for a while by her approach, but it's for the better of the human race. WHAT WOULD REALLY SUCK is if she continues to lead you on, or rather ignore the signs... After all, the guy's trying to lure the girl's heart. She has nothing to lose, and everything to gain.

    Now let's try reverse role. For one, for the girl to be chasing after the guy, she'll have to either desperate or ultimately lovestrucked by the guy (looks, charisma or wallet). In normal circumstances, she wouldn't admit it and you can't force her into confessing (that's just not how things roll). Plus you don't want to sound like a complete perasan case ("Oh I know you're in love with me", and she gives you the blur look), so you really can't do anything about it. You may assume that you're leading her on, but like I said earlier, the girl really has nothing to lose. Once she finds out you're not interested, she'll stop latching. (but I can't really say the same applies with the reverse...)

    Of course, being in a relationship is all about loving each other, and not bertepuk sebelah tangan aje. The solution? Give yourself 1 month before confessing. If you're sure you're still interested in her, then it isn't lust. Guys will still have to confess first (it's called chivalry, i guess), and girls will accept or reject. It sucks to be rejected, but hey, at least you're not taken for a joy ride.

Have you ever heard of fishermen who brag about how big their catch is? Like they're just elaborating the size of their catch, or just simply bragging their brilliant technique into catching these fishes? I'm quite sick of it, even though I never really know whether they're telling their truth or not (rather, i'll just give them the benefit of the doubt), but the real issue is when they turn out to be my friend.

Before I make anyone excited (or offended, depending who reads this), I'm referring to my primary school friends. When we were still young, we definitely never talked about it. But after years not contacting one another, the first thing that comes to our mind would be asking whether they got a partner or not (mainly because it excites them talking about it, not because all guys are shallow and narrow-minded).

Apparently, the trend is NOT to have a partner, but instead it's a matter of how many of these girls have you dated. They would tell you how "beautiful" their "catch" was, and how easy it is to set the "bait" and soon enough these "fishes" will be "caught". And when I tell them that I don't have a girlfriend (which means I haven't dated a few either), these "fishermen" would tell you how you should always "catch" the easy one first. It's like telling me to "catch" the "fish" with one "fin" only... -__-

Anyway, I met up with one guy from primary school recently, and he was telling me how you should treat the girl, then the girl would only see you as a prospect boyfriend, which was followed by a series of his colorful experience with college girls and even a Thai masseuse. O_O

So today, I thought it would be okay for me and my female classmate to sit next to him so that we can revise. Next thing I know, he's trying to work his magic on her. I got really worried, because technically I just handed my classmate on a silver platter to a hungry "wolf"... O_O

Anyway, if that was the way he "catches" his "fishes", I would be absolutely convinced that he's lying. The way he was looking at my classmate... was just downright perverted. =(

I dunno why recently I've been crazy over honeydew. It's just like that time I was crazy over the thought whether Judge Pao was really Chinese. In my house, my dad loves to eat papaya while my mum likes to eat bananas. Since they're the one buying the fruits, it's insane to eat papaya and bananas everyday (i feel a song coming on... -__-). Anyway, I gotten to like melons for some strange reason (don't think of perverted thoughts plz. ;D) such as watermelon, wintermelon and honeydew (melon. =X), although I like apples too. LOL.

It started with buying a honeydew mooncake, then my mum mysteriously bought a honeydew, then I went to Dragon-I and ate honeydew dessert, and lastly I went to Monash and drank honeydew bubble tea. =3 It's crazy, I know but there's something oddly nice about honeydew, because somehow all my friends wish they could eat one too. xD

Anyway, from Wikipedia, I didn't find out whether they grow just like watermelons do, or whether they're grown in Malaysia (because obviously I've never seen a honeydew plantation before...), but I found out that honeydews are known in China as... Wallace. (I'm not kidding, read the article.)

Su Yi, I want to eat Wallace plz!! LOL

Prologue: I'M DAMN LAZY TO COLOUR THIS POST!

    I had pretty decided that I should give up attending audit clases. After all, it was the last class before the mock exams. Even though it's the last one, I know she had covered all the topics that she think will make her pass. Everyone knows they're going to fail under her. And what makes this so awesome is that you're ALWAYS be stuck with her.

    I had played the laptop the previous night. I hadn't play for the entire day, and Valencia was beating my team, Real Madrid in the league title. It was technically just calling my name. I played until 6am. =X Then I left the house at 8.15am. Custom time for Tuesday, I would say.

    I ended up sleeping in the library until people started to look weird. I imagined a person bringing a violin. I thought I saw someone bringing their 1 year-old child to the library. It sucked to be insomniac, especially when pimples starts growing in places that causes difficulty sitting down. T_T

    As I was sitting in the library, I realized something remarkably true. Every single girl dress code was starting to be predictable, but I don't have to tell you that. I bet you already know that almost every girl has the "if you have it, you flaunt it. if you don't, you hide it" principle when it comes to showing up in college every day. And the thing is that, if they don't dress that way and the girl doesn't have enough feminine features, I can't really tell her gender. =X

    Marianne is still acting like a freaking ninja. One moment I see her in the library, and the next I can't even find her in any part of the library at all. Anyway, I found her sitting with Vi Vian and scared the hell out of her again. How she has a bf is just another evidence that guys just technically date anyone they can get their hands to. When I mentioned him to tease her, she just puts on that *unexplainable* look on her face. At one point, I was really interested in knowing who the guy was (which I did), but my investigation went haywire when I found out she has multiple boyfriends (which didn't make sense to me, because Marianne doesn't look like a player. =O)

    Went to chanting class. The VU teacher, who's our advising teacher brought in his fellow colleague and somehow today I was able to keep up with the speed. I even notice if I can't catch up with them, I'll never be able to get back in... So I started to mumble whatever I was looking at (even it was probably wrong). Lol. Anyway, his colleague couldn't keep up. Understandable since it's her first time.

I really don't understand why I saw her today. It's not like I should be avoiding her, but instead it suddenly became a situation where I WANT to avoid her. But there she was, standing next to Edwin wearing spectacles and a button-down shirt. Amanda was in front of me once again.

Edwin wants me to fix things with her, just like how he wanted me to forget what Wei Hao and Shaun did. They would belittle such an ancient situation, but an apology would be nice. But I do try to forget about the incident, and I decided that I wouldn't be bothered to fall under the limelight and fall victim to their pranks again.

But ever since that incident, I've never spoken to Amanda. Things just got too awkward and weird. It wasn't just the prank that did it, she had suddenly fallen in love with another guy. I don't wanna be that guy who waits for things to fall in place. I rather be out of the whole scene and forget the entire thing ever happened. Move to a different group... maybe I wouldn't need to see them cuddle underneath his Barcelona jacket anymore.

If I ever needed some assistance, I would ask Ee May instead, or if she was available to reply, I'd ask Marianne or Vi Vian. And that was how I lasted the previous 3 months. Fallen out of love could be the best temporary thing I had ever done, and I made stupid jokes to cover up any unhappy feelings I had. It felt good. For a while.

Edwin never seemed to stop telling me to patch things up with other people. Edwin was that kind of person. He heard things from ppl, and he like to say it out in the most random moments. I'd learnt that Amanda had quit SAC, as well as failed, all of her papers? He also said that she broke up with that guy, as if that meant something.

Amanda never stopped to think that I was still angry at her. The truth is that I never blamed her for it (bcos I should be blaming those two), just that I could never feel comfortable being in the same room with her anymore. Every conversation I thought of would sound awkward. According to Edwin, she also never left her sights off her phone(s), something I told her to do right before I stopped talking to her entirely.

Edwin is really killing me by telling me all of these, by making me rethink of the past 6 months. Amanda may really hate to lose a friend like me, and maybe she thinks of me to a certain extent. But what I want, I can't decide. And what I can decide, isn't something I want to do. All the time given to me to "chill" isn't going to get me anywhere.

Maybe ignorance is bliss. Maybe in the scenario... it really is.

  Today I found something to talk to Bak Chen about. It's something good and unusual, because he usually only asks me whether I'm driving to college, and when I'm going to get a car. He kinda makes me feel depressed that I don't have a car, but he talked about the upcoming Mooncake Festival today. His family is still keep the tradition running, since he's going to have some special dinner with some special ppl, I guess. I don't really have much.

  I remember running around the neighbourhood with a Power Ranger lantern, but it gets quite boring running around until the light goes off, and it's time for you to come back. My siblings are 7-9 years older than me, so they're definitely not doing something like that. (Although we did once light lanterns on the rambutan tree, and it almost got caught on fire). There's no staring at the round moon or saying riddles. Honestly, in this kind of era, that type of family is rare. Probably Horace's family might have it, since his gramps is staying with him.

  The recent trend for me seems to be me myself buying snowskin mooncake for my own consumption (since the rest of them don't like it, they expect me to pay it for myself). I didn't keep track, and ate a single yolk lotus snowskin mooncake already. Now there's a honeydew peach snowskin mooncake sitting in my fridge, and Bak Chen is eager to know how it taste like because he wants to buy one himself.

  Anyway, happy mooncake festival, y'all!

    How do you keep all those emo-ness from you? If you express it out on your blog, people are just going to think they're bloody emotional, and at most they can only advise "good luck and take care". But if you don't let it out, it'll just build up stress.

    I'm just surprised how some people can just keep their act altogether. Maybe ignorance is truly bliss. Maybe they don't see it as a problem. I remember watching one Las Vegas episode with a monk in it. He told Delinda that "If you have a problem, you need to think whether there's a solution. If there is, then you shouldn't be worried (bcos there's a solution). If there isn't a solution, then you also shouldn't be worried (bcos you can't do anything about it)." I really like that saying.

    Since I don't want to spoil the mood, I'll just avoid all the emotional stuff, which unfortunately seems to be happen simultaneously right now. So I'll just talk about my past.

    I don't know whether my childhood memories are happy, but I certainly find some things more memorable than the boring shit (the studying involved). I dunno how you're going to judge me on this, but one of the more memorable stuff in my primary school life was my tomboyish classmate Stella decided to strip in front of the boys. Very unusual stuff. And my classmate used to eat stepped-on grass, and later fell sick that day. I dunno why I can remember all these stupid things. Maybe it's what you call... selective memory. @_@

    I remember I had a classmate who was a misfit. Even the teachers didn't like him. It's not like everyone chose not to like him, he made it difficult for people to like him. Maybe he was behaving... emo. O_O Anyway, he went to the teacher with this dilemma how everyone hates him (which was the actual truth), but the teacher resolved this by putting on a "show" (she prep-ed us beforehand) and convinced him he was likeable.

    Last time there was a short period that I like Stella, even though she preferred the typical handsome basketball player in my class. (Somehow even when I was young, I could accept such a thing) Funny thing was when that guy found out she cheated on an exam, her main concern was getting caught and how his perception towards her will change. She asked me over her place, and help call him on her behalf to find out whether he reported her.

    I guess I miss my primary school life. I miss how silly it was.

    Firstly, I'll explain why I'm doing this. Long time ago, I started writing stories, but most of them were love stories. People who I persuaded to read didn't like it. Simply put, I think they found it to be of bad taste. One person suggested, "why don't you write children's stories?". Which is why I'm going to write an unadulterated version of Aesop stories, and watch me conjure one out as I write. *coughs*

    Once upon a time, there was a spoilt brat who came from a rich family. Whatever he wanted, he always got it. There was one time his father promised him  to buy him a limited edition toy, but before he got it, his dad died from syphillis. He was forced to live a life of poverty, and he felt heartbroken for his expensive toys to be sold off.

    But he never forgotten about that limited edition toy, and how he felt so unhappy over it. He dreamt and dreamt of it day and night, but he could not get over it. One day, a nearby hobbo heard his cries and learnt of his dilemma.

    He did not console the boy, but asked him instead "Do you know we were all born with 6 fingers?"

    "Huh?" said the boy, feeling confused.

    "Oh yes. Now could you tell me what you imagined you could do with your 6th finger?"

    "No, not really" replied the boy, temporarily forgetting his problems.

    "Now... could you imagine what you could do with 5 fingers?"

    "What are you talking about? We have got..." exclaimed the boy as he looked at his hand, and was shocked to find 4 pinkish fingers in front of him. "5 fingers..."

    When he looked up to enquire the old man, he had already disappeared. The small boy had then cried over his missing finger, and had completely forgotten about his toy.

MORAL OF THE STORY: We should not cry over something that we have not come into possession, but be grateful with what we already have. TEEHEE!!!

Today we ate dim sum at Tai Tong, where my parents picked up my granduncle along with my grandma at her house, while my sister was suppose to drive us there to the restaurant. Neither of us knew what time the place opens, but my dad instructed my sis to be there at 10.45am. When I called to check up on them:

Me: are you there yet?
Dad: yeah yeah we're there. going up, going up (the elevator, i presume).

When we reached Tai Tong, NOBODY WAS THERE. AND THE SHOP DIDN'T EVEN OPEN. So my sister started ranting like mad about my parents and how she doesn't want to join these kind of things anymore. Turns out when I called, my dad assumed "there" was where my grandparent's live, so they were still 15- 20 mins away from the restaurant!

Anyway, I bought one of their creation called "Peach and Honeydew Snowskin Mooncake". Should taste good.

Came back home, and used the computer while my sister was out. She came back, starting shouting at me how I was using her computer and her mouse. Technically, she bought all the computer components, but she doesn't like to share. *sighs*

I sms-ed Siew Fai, found out he was in a bar drinking German beer while watching football. So yeng. I'm sitting at home writing audit notes instead. So pathetic. (And oh yeah, Chelsea finally lost. =O)

The real climax of the day was when I was watching this show called "Mother at 16" on Hallmark. SOMEHOW they just like to air these kind of shows!! Anyway, I was sitting there thinking what am I doing watching this at 3am... -__-

I learnt guys in US loves making love, but don't like becoming fathers. And I learn how to hold a baby. LOLX.

 Hari Raya has just ended, and I finally woke up from holiday mode after dinner time last night. I was having too much fun from playing mahjong, Smackdown v Raw and Football Manager (yes, again), and decided to read on group accounts (for some unknown reason).

 I sms-ed Li San and Siew Fai at 11pm regarding tomorrow's class, whereby Siew Fai AGAIN didn't reply. Didn't really matter because he prob fell asleep. It was until 1.45am that he started asking me the SAME question. I thought replying him would do some justice, but he instead laughed and asked what was I doing up so late. That bass-tard.

 Dunno why I was so semangat that I read until 3am when Mr Chee sms-ed me again telling me he doesn't know how to do the F9 work. That was when I decided to do the work as well until 5.30 am.

 I woke up at 7.30, and was prepared to leave 15 mins later, but my dad decided to eat supplement pills today. I sarcastically said "take your time", which he really did...zzzzzz...

 The f*king road was really empty, that I could drive myself to college and come to class early, if only I had a car...

 I dunno why recently I can pay attention to Ms Geetha's class. Maybe it's because I called her "dear" already. Lulz.

 Siew Fai again had the nerve to ask for my paper to copy, when I couldn't find the answer. Nobody's that generous to borrow him notes on a daily basis. Someone should give me an award just for that. ;wild

 Went to the library and got distracted by well dressed girls again. DAMN IT!!! LOL. And then my phone ran out of battery, and that's why I'm here. -_-

1. Multiple EXs.

SOURCE: I was viewing Li San's album when I saw this pretty girl who looked familiar... Kinda reminds me of the same girl SOME GUY told me he was chasing after.

I somehow like the fact how some guys like to chase after someone else's ex, and then 10 years past, one girl is probably a group of 8 people's ex. What makes this even better is how sometimes these 8 people are actually close friends, so technically they have the same taste in girls and they both shared memories from the same girl.

Some people who are very active in finding ppl to be couple with can see at least 2 of their ex-s in Sunway Pyramid. It's like "OMG, that's my ex." "That guy's from our school, right? Yeah, he's my ex". It's entertaining to find ppl at the end of the day walks past 2-3 ex-s, give a weak smile and then go home with a bewildering mind.

2. Stray sperm

SOURCE: I was reading US articles online, and came upon this woman who wants to sue an Egyptian hotel because her 13-year old daughter came home pregnant after swimming in the hotel's pool. She claims her daughter got pregnant from a "stray sperm".

Somehow this *myth* is super funny. Obviously those who don't learn biology (combined with logic) would know that is virtually impossible, although I wouldn't want to give any further explanations. Adding the point of cause and effect, you'll be stupid to think "just one night couldn't be so wrong, you make me wanna lose control" doesn't mean you can't get pregnant. So great, you're pregnant and you can't tell mommy the truth. So what do you do? Blame the pool.

One last point, what kind of person lets sperm stray in the pool? WTF...

    I just don't understand why nobody wants to let me remain as a hater. Does that mean they don't think I'm a hater or no longer a hater anymore? Somehow it only takes one action to make things right, or in this case playing tennis.

    Yesterday I went to play tennis with Han Liang and Edwin at his place. I bought... my laptop, my tennis racket and another bag of miscellaneous stuff. It was more stuff than I usually carry when I go to college! Anyway, Edwin told me that night before that he invited Shaun and Wei Hao to play as well.

    For those who don't know, I'll keep this short. I only remembered Shaun laying out a prank on me, but it wasn't until Edwin reminded me that it was Wei Hao who wrote out the sms. I suddenly had a bitter feeling, but being a person who thinks a lot, I knew Edwin would have asked those two to be on better terms with me, JUST to put up with it.

    At first I didn't feel comfortable about it, and just sat in the car quietly as Shaun and Wei Hao, being the more chatty ones talk throughout the whole trip to the mamak stall for brunch. As we got back, Shaun out of the blue asked me whether I was ready to get pwned in DOTA in a joking manner.

    As the day ended, the moment I've seen miles away came as Edwin started asking me "See, Shaun isn't that bad, right...". It's true that Shaun is funny and all, but it's hard to let go of all this disgusted feeling towards them in such a short time. Somehow, when you hate these kind of ppl, you start to think they look yong sui. Lolx.

    Forgiving ppl this year. Not a simple thing to do.

    The day right after I fell sick, I got back to my feet and started concentrating in the f9 class. It seemed more interesting than usual, and it could be the syllabus or it could be that (for some horrible reason) I couldn't afford to miss another accounting class like that.

    I don't want to mention his name again, but this time he interrupted in my work to ask me whether I feel any odd vibrations in the auditorium... =.= In horror movies like Final Destination, this guy might be the sole survivor of a freak accident in the auditorium, but in any normal circumstances, he got overexcited over some vibrations.

    Li San as usual very helpful by providing me with audit notes and tissue paper when I ran out of mine. I'll definitely belanja her to A sushi and ice-cream. ;determined

    Somehow the day turned out funny. I was in the car with my dad at the traffic light, when I was looking at the girl walking at the sidewalk. Nothing much, besides the usual attire (tight tee, hot pants), but my controversial dad passed his usual remark.

Me: WTH are you looking at her for?
Dad: WTH... You were looking at her too!

    Then during the F9 class, Ms Geetha was getting used to calling all of us "dears", and for reason, it was like a natural response to call her back that way. That cracked up the class, but I wasn't really aware about what I did so I didn't give much of a response.

    Had a good run in DOTA as well. Played 5 v 5 simple bots, and Edwin's advice came out perfect. However, I'm still far away from EVEN reaching levels with a normal bot...

SEPTEMBER 14

Everyone was making plans about what were we going to do for Jacob's birthday, that I wasn't aware all these while that Su Lian died on the very same day with Jacob's birthday. When I came home, I checked it up on FB (I remembered it was this month) and found out that it was tomorrow. I left a post for ppl to sign if they remember it's her death anniversary. I then studied in the living room, end up sleeping on the couch.

SEPTEMBER 15, 7AM

I woke up to find the right side of my forehead hurting a lot, plus it was so painful that I could hardly open my right eye. I then remembered what happened to Su Lian before this. She had a brain tumour pressing onto her eye, and that's how she died from brain cancer. What's even worse is that last month was just Ghost Festival. It seemed impossible for a person to be this unlucky, yet it was happening. How do you only get a headache on one side, and it's hurting your right eye as well?

Su Lian wasn't a close friend of mine, even though she was my classmate for 2 years. I wouldn't think she wanted to do this sort of thing to me, but I was still fit as a fiddle the previous night. I decided to skip class today, just in case something wasn't right and slept it off in my bed instead.

The headache subside and my right eye is still a bit tired, but I can't help to think whether I should believe in the supernatural...

 I dunno what to say about how I feel. Perhaps I could look like I'm happy with my life, but I'm likely to be hating it. I recently been quite happy because my hair just grew back to a stylable length (even though I don't style it. lol), and I'm in the Buddhist society practicing my religion, and I'm even Assistant Secretary in another club. Life perhaps should be good?

    But like I said, something is missing. Maybe it's the feeling of not chasing after another girl, maybe it's not being able to play the study syllabus in my fingertips. Today was F7 class, and teacher starting scolding us about not completing her work. I had the necessary work done, and would have pretended to have "read through the answers" but turns out she wanted our own handwritten work as well.

    I dunno how unhappy I have been recently, that I've been cynical throughout the class, and the classic victim was Siew Fai who didn't know a single thing is going on. Perhaps he daydreams easily (it happened during bowling before), that his response time is very bad except in moments of a break, or the clock ticking 2.45pm. Eason resumed to his usual self, but he hasn't done anything bad enough for me to remind him of the incident.

    After class, Siew Fai was telling how his feeling has been a bit down, and he wanted to watch the new Singaporean movie, Where Got Ghost? I was interested in joining him, even though I'm suppose to be studying in the library and currently facing liquidity problems. The show turned out okay, although it was ridiculous as usual and soooo not worth your money's worth. I heard ALL movies right now suck, but that's prob the econ downturn speaking.

    There were a lot of girls in group of 3, couples, and group of friends watching the movie. Siew Fai and I were the only 2 guys that came together to watch a movie. The girls had ridiculously good sense of fashion, and I wish I could be watching them instead of the movie. LOL. And I guess one of the girls sitting next to Siew Fai feel lucky, where I was stuck sitting next to a fat dude stuffing his chubby fingers down the popcorn box. xP

    Siew Fai started talking about finding a job as a sales promoter during college break, and that really made my mood change. I'm not very good at getting ppl to accept me, no matter as a friend, committee member or in this scenario, an employee...

    Life might be alright, but it's not alright with me.